If I tell my doctor everything will or could my doctor involuntary commitment me to a psychiatric?

I know these thoughts are not healthy. I am going to my doctors tomorrow and I dont know how much to tell her. I dont want to be committed but I do

I know these thoughts are not healthy. I am going to my doctors tomorrow and I don't know how much to tell her. I don't want to be committed but I do want help. If I tell my doctor everything will or could my doctor involuntary commitment me to a psychiatric facility.
I sort of had a mental breakdown over the weekend. I have financial, family, and school stresses. I left my husband and went to stay with my parents. I have been a nursing student for about 2 years and a stay at home mom for over 13 years. My husband loves that I have no way to support myself (he has me under his thumb). We are having many marital issues that have been going on for years. I have 4 children with him and if I left for good, I have no way to support myself or my kids. On top of that his son also lives with us and wanted to go with me when I left. While I was staying with my parents, my mother and I started arguing. I felt like I was trapped. I just started screaming and felt like I might not be able to stop.

I got in my car, went to tell my children that I love them. I had a choice of my husband’s pistol or a few bottles of pills. I chose the pills because I couldn't find the key to the lock box where the gun is kept. I decided to drive a few hours away and find a spot to park my car where no one would find me. I took a few sleeping pills just to get sleepy. I planned on taking the rest of the pills (sleeping, pain killers, ect. about 60 different pills) after I was close to falling asleep so that I wouldn't get sick. I started thinking about all the things I have learned in school and remembered that the pills most likely wouldn't kill me. They would hurt my liver or kidneys and that wasn't what I was wanting. I wanted to die not be in a hospital with liver failure. Once I started thinking about that I did not have the need to end everything but still started thinking about other ways I could kill myself in the event that I have another breakdown.

or:I know these thoughts are not healthy. I am going to my doctors tomorrow and I don't know how much to tell her. I don't want to be committed but I do want help. If I tell my doctor everything will or could my doctor involuntary commitment me to a psychiatric facility.I sort of had a mental breakdown over the weekend. I have financial, family, and school stresses. I left my husband and went to stay with my parents. I have been a nursing student for about 2 years and a stay at home mom for over 13 years. My husband loves that I have no way to support myself (he has me under his thumb). We are having many marital issues that have been going on for years. I have 4 children with him and if I left for good, I have no way to support myself or my kids. On top of that his son also lives with us and wanted to go with me when I left. While I was staying with my parents, my mother and I started arguing. I felt like I was trapped. I just started screaming and felt like I might not be able to stop.I got in my car, went to tell my children that I love them. I had a choice of my husband\u2019s pistol or a few bottles of pills. I chose the pills because I couldn't find the key to the lock box where the gun is kept. I decided to drive a few hours away and find a spot to park my car where no one would find me. I took a few sleeping pills just to get sleepy. I planned on taking the rest of the pills (sleeping, pain killers, ect. about 60 different pills) after I was close to falling asleep so that I wouldn't get sick. I started thinking about all the things I have learned in school and remembered that the pills most likely wouldn't kill me. They would hurt my liver or kidneys and that wasn't what I was wanting. I wanted to die not be in a hospital with liver failure. Once I started thinking about that I did not have the need to end everything but still started thinking about other ways I could kill myself in the event that I have another breakdown.

or:This is a very serious matter that you should talk to your doctor about. Would it really be so bad to spend some time in a psychiatric hospital? You would feel much better, and if you do not receive the help now, the pressures that you are feeling that are pushing you so far will just keep building with your everyday life. If you are concerned of losing your kids by being put in a mental institution, DO NOT WORRY! They will be cared for by your family while you get better. You want to be better for them, right? Through therapies and maybe medication, your feelings will take a turn for the better :) I hope all goes well!

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