Am I over reacting or something?

despite the comedic feel of the title this is a serious question. So this is something that has bothered me for almost a year now. in march of 2021 so

despite the comedic feel of the title this is a serious question. So this is something that has bothered me for almost a year now. in march of 2021 something great happened i reconnected with my little sister for the first time in 10 years, now neither of us was raised by our same mom or our different dads i moved back home in 2013 and she was X years old i was XX years old _i place x's just in case anyone immature tries to make a dirty joke...they know who they are and they should be ashamed, any way i didnt contact her because i didn't know how she or her adoptive parents would react or if she even knew she was adopted so forward to 2021 and not only do i find out she knows everything but her parents wouldn't have minded at all for me to be in her life shes XX years old now. i know it shouldn't bother me as much as it does but now that i think about that i hate myself for all that time i missed 10 years of being her big brother because i was too afraid to even check
any advice would be very much appreciated

or:despite the comedic feel of the title this is a serious question. So this is something that has bothered me for almost a year now. in march of 2021 something great happened i reconnected with my little sister for the first time in 10 years, now neither of us was raised by our same mom or our different dads i moved back home in 2013 and she was X years old i was XX years old _i place x's just in case anyone immature tries to make a dirty joke...they know who they are and they should be ashamed, any way i didnt contact her because i didn't know how she or her adoptive parents would react or if she even knew she was adopted so forward to 2021 and not only do i find out she knows everything but her parents wouldn't have minded at all for me to be in her life shes XX years old now. i know it shouldn't bother me as much as it does but now that i think about that i hate myself for all that time i missed 10 years of being her big brother because i was too afraid to even check any advice would be very much appreciated

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