Help me please...?

im 15 and ive been self harming since i was 5. cutting since i was 10. i took an online test and it says i probably have dependant personaltiy disorde

im 15 and ive been self harming since i was 5. cutting since i was 10. i took an online test and it says i probably have dependant personaltiy disorder. when im alone i get depressed and i cut. i always think of how to commit suicide and how it would be so easy. i say that i dont care what people think but i do. when people say hurtful things or critisize me i get really deeply hurt. i always feel as if nobody likes me and that people talk about me behind my back. im scared of literally everything so i wont go into details about that. i get attached really quickly to people i just meet and get depressed if they ignore me. when i was younger i used to obsess over different things and took small stuffed animals with me even at school and to bed up untill i was like 11. i always feel as if someone is watching me. i always get told what to do and geet pushed around alot. im a doormat.and ive been with my boyfriend for 7 months and he ignores me and i think hes cheating on me but i cant leave him... well thats my story and it would be wonderful if someone could help me

or:im 15 and ive been self harming since i was 5. cutting since i was 10. i took an online test and it says i probably have dependant personaltiy disorder. when im alone i get depressed and i cut. i always think of how to commit suicide and how it would be so easy. i say that i dont care what people think but i do. when people say hurtful things or critisize me i get really deeply hurt. i always feel as if nobody likes me and that people talk about me behind my back. im scared of literally everything so i wont go into details about that. i get attached really quickly to people i just meet and get depressed if they ignore me. when i was younger i used to obsess over different things and took small stuffed animals with me even at school and to bed up untill i was like 11. i always feel as if someone is watching me. i always get told what to do and geet pushed around alot. im a doormat.and ive been with my boyfriend for 7 months and he ignores me and i think hes cheating on me but i cant leave him... well thats my story and it would be wonderful if someone could help me


or:You may hate the suggestion, but try writing everything down. You don't think it'll help, but it really does help. Just write down everything whether or not you tell those things to other people. When I did this I had to convince myself to write down some of the things I wrote, but it made me feel better later. Please just give it a chance!


or:Stand up for yourself and dump that guy ok look for someone new okand as for the cutting try singing, dancing, or even drawing do something to express yourself other then cutting ok hope I helped


or:Remember !!You are not a doormat !!You are a good person +don't believe thosethat put you down.You are worth a lot in this world - don't forgetthat !!!If you want 2chat -contact me anytime on yahoo.You have a friend here.

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