How can someone forgive me if I extremely abused him/her?

Hello everyone! I have some extreme problem. So here it is:Yesterday i was walking in a park and then suddently i started talking to myself and offenc

Hello everyone! I have some extreme problem. So here it is:
Yesterday i was walking in a park and then suddently i started talking to myself and offenced not only a girl but a whole nation. I didn't mean to. I don't know why i did it or why i started talking. It was like i was controlled. But now she will think i am a complete insane psycho and will not forgive me. The problem is she left before i wanted to excuse
I i only could meet her again and tell her it was unintentional, that i didn't know what i was saying. So how can this problem be solved if i don't meet her again? Please help, i can't sleep at night. If i don't find solution i am going to commit a suicide. If only i could meet her again and explain the situation.

or:Hello everyone! I have some extreme problem. So here it is:Yesterday i was walking in a park and then suddently i started talking to myself and offenced not only a girl but a whole nation. I didn't mean to. I don't know why i did it or why i started talking. It was like i was controlled. But now she will think i am a complete insane psycho and will not forgive me. The problem is she left before i wanted to excuseI i only could meet her again and tell her it was unintentional, that i didn't know what i was saying. So how can this problem be solved if i don't meet her again? Please help, i can't sleep at night. If i don't find solution i am going to commit a suicide. If only i could meet her again and explain the situation.

or:We've all said and done things we regret things that we wish we could take back but we can't the best advice that I could good give you is to just put it in the past because you can't change the past.

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