I am so confused?

My best friend doesnt go to my school. My 2nd best friend and I go together. My 2nd best friend goes on holiday with my best friend every year, and

My best friend doesn't go to my school. My 2nd best friend and I go together. My 2nd best friend goes on holiday with my best friend every year, and I am fine with that. It's just... I have a feeling something has been going on behind my back. My 2nd and best friends don't say anything so they don't hurt me, but I am already pretty hurt. I texted my best friend last night, 3 or 4 times, but she didn't reply. Today, my 2nd bestie said that she went to Chester shopping on Saturday with my bestie, but it was my bestie who invited her. Also, yesterday, they both went out again to Manchester. I do anything over the weekend. I don't know what is going on but I need help figuring it out. I think my best friends are texting too, more than they let on. I only have a few more proper friends at school, but I don't feel I could hag out with them. I don't fit in any other friend group at school, and I feel isolated. Everyone has their best friends, and I thought I do. I can't ask them, I can't drift off, I can't find anybody else who likes me for what I am that I feel comfortable around. Help?

or:My best friend doesn't go to my school. My 2nd best friend and I go together. My 2nd best friend goes on holiday with my best friend every year, and I am fine with that. It's just... I have a feeling something has been going on behind my back. My 2nd and best friends don't say anything so they don't hurt me, but I am already pretty hurt. I texted my best friend last night, 3 or 4 times, but she didn't reply. Today, my 2nd bestie said that she went to Chester shopping on Saturday with my bestie, but it was my bestie who invited her. Also, yesterday, they both went out again to Manchester. I do anything over the weekend. I don't know what is going on but I need help figuring it out. I think my best friends are texting too, more than they let on. I only have a few more proper friends at school, but I don't feel I could hag out with them. I don't fit in any other friend group at school, and I feel isolated. Everyone has their best friends, and I thought I do. I can't ask them, I can't drift off, I can't find anybody else who likes me for what I am that I feel comfortable around. Help?

or:I am going through a very similar situation right now. One of my best friends goes to another school and my other one goes to mine, but they're neighbors. I'm jealous of their relationship; they have grown very close and hang out often. Here's my advice: Let them know how you feel. Don't attack them, just bring it up. It's likely they don't realize that you're feeling excluded. Try to hang out with each of them separately, to build your relationships. Invite them to do things together, just the three of you. Also, I'm confident that if you tried to make other friends at your school, you'd surprise yourself (in a good way). It can be intimidating and scary, but there are lots of great people out there :)

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