I can't memorize anything. In which subject should I do graduation?

Ive a break of study for more than 5 years and I am very upset for this reason, and have become so much unsocial for frustration, now I want to do gra

I've a break of study for more than 5 years and I am very upset for this reason, and have become so much unsocial for frustration, now I want to do graduation but face difficulty in memorizing, what should I do? really feel very helpless

or:I've a break of study for more than 5 years and I am very upset for this reason, and have become so much unsocial for frustration, now I want to do graduation but face difficulty in memorizing, what should I do? really feel very helpless

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