I have a mental delay?
Hello. Let me just be blunt at age 22 i started to take care of myself (lost 120 pounds, got rid of bleeding gums, exfoliate etc... Before that i was
Hello. Let me just be blunt at age 22 i started to take care of myself (lost 120 pounds, got rid of bleeding gums, exfoliate etc... Before that i was fat,dirty,shy (massive anxiety,just awkward). Ive been on meds since age 7 or 8. At 21 my folks moved out the city into the burbs. I started collecting ssi (bi polar affective, schizo affective and add/adhd symptoms. So i got a phone and finally got access to internet i could use without waiting at a library. All this happened between 21 and 23. After the move i changed. I wasnt ugly anymore (getting checked out by woman you think could be models is new territory still, im now 26). I finally had money and freedom and got mentally and physically healthy. And since then ive been dying for work but i have no friends,my parents are loners and my sisters a compulsive/impulsive liar and addict. And no one seems to want to take a chance ive filled out over 150 applications lol. Thats all good if i keep trying itll happen. Its just im a virgin and since 22 my hormones are normal and these woman eyeing me up and the fact i guess i really am handsome is great. But the fact im a virgin is like a anxiety attack. If only i had done it once id be fine. I want to go to school but my age makes me feel i need to get that out the way. Imagine starting school as a 26 year old virgin. I want work so i van get apartment etc... What is this delay called? Its like at 22 i turned 13 and now im horny and have angst as if im 17. Where i grew up thevpeople all moved by the time i was 13 and it became a really rough neighborhood and i couldnt adjust. And people stayed away because my sisters bf, who was also her dealer moved in. People then treated all of us like trash. And the fact im intelligent (besides english class lol). I was different and had what i can only call a delay. What the hell is this called?
or:Hello. Let me just be blunt at age 22 i started to take care of myself (lost 120 pounds, got rid of bleeding gums, exfoliate etc... Before that i was fat,dirty,shy (massive anxiety,just awkward). Ive been on meds since age 7 or 8. At 21 my folks moved out the city into the burbs. I started collecting ssi (bi polar affective, schizo affective and add/adhd symptoms. So i got a phone and finally got access to internet i could use without waiting at a library. All this happened between 21 and 23. After the move i changed. I wasnt ugly anymore (getting checked out by woman you think could be models is new territory still, im now 26). I finally had money and freedom and got mentally and physically healthy. And since then ive been dying for work but i have no friends,my parents are loners and my sisters a compulsive/impulsive liar and addict. And no one seems to want to take a chance ive filled out over 150 applications lol. Thats all good if i keep trying itll happen. Its just im a virgin and since 22 my hormones are normal and these woman eyeing me up and the fact i guess i really am handsome is great. But the fact im a virgin is like a anxiety attack. If only i had done it once id be fine. I want to go to school but my age makes me feel i need to get that out the way. Imagine starting school as a 26 year old virgin. I want work so i van get apartment etc... What is this delay called? Its like at 22 i turned 13 and now im horny and have angst as if im 17. Where i grew up thevpeople all moved by the time i was 13 and it became a really rough neighborhood and i couldnt adjust. And people stayed away because my sisters bf, who was also her dealer moved in. People then treated all of us like trash. And the fact im intelligent (besides english class lol). I was different and had what i can only call a delay. What the hell is this called?
or:Developmentally delayed well its not your fault that you have the problems you do they are getting better and the mental issues are why its happening the way it is but you can't put the virgin stuff on that or the mental health you suffered you are starting to have renewed feelings concerning different things that are going on in your life. I would get a therapist that can help you push past all the questions and get you on the road to getting better you have so much that you can get past it support groups be proud of the person you have become.
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