I have been diagnosed with anti social personality disorder by a therapist (psychologist). I started
... realizing about a year ago that I have no empathy, am retarded when it comes to forming bonds or caring for others, have a flat personality resul
... realizing about a year ago that I have no empathy, am retarded when it comes to forming bonds or caring for others, have a flat personality resulting from no feelings or suppressed feelings, faulty memory and cannot recall parts of my childhood, have a deep seated anger and rage that is literally sizzling beneath the surface mostly towards my mother due to her neglect towards be as a baby, I have targeted individuals and changed my personality to fit there needs, feel moments of a rush when I manipulate others weaknesses and laugh secretly to myself, have evil in me and sometimes am proud of it because I'm so deeply hurt underneath all of this. And I fear getting in touch with that part of me. Is there any way I can become a good person? To ever trust another? If I focus on love and changing then could I possibly have hope for living on this planet with you guys? A tint Part of me is starting to want something more than this empty life of cruelty. But some hope or advice from anyone would help me
or:... realizing about a year ago that I have no empathy, am retarded when it comes to forming bonds or caring for others, have a flat personality resulting from no feelings or suppressed feelings, faulty memory and cannot recall parts of my childhood, have a deep seated anger and rage that is literally sizzling beneath the surface mostly towards my mother due to her neglect towards be as a baby, I have targeted individuals and changed my personality to fit there needs, feel moments of a rush when I manipulate others weaknesses and laugh secretly to myself, have evil in me and sometimes am proud of it because I'm so deeply hurt underneath all of this. And I fear getting in touch with that part of me. Is there any way I can become a good person? To ever trust another? If I focus on love and changing then could I possibly have hope for living on this planet with you guys? A tint Part of me is starting to want something more than this empty life of cruelty. But some hope or advice from anyone would help me
or:Read a chapter of Proverbs every day. Proverbs has 31 chapters so you can keep your place by just looking at a calendar. There is no religion or nothing in Proverbs and you don't have to believe anything. Just read to find comfort and confidence. When you are comfortable with that, then read the bible from Romans to 2 Thessalonians over and over until you start to remember what it says. That is the part that applies to Christians.
