I need help but my parents dont seem to care about me. Can someone help me decide?

My life has been full of lies and people dont understand me because everyone thinks im retarded and useless. Im a sensative 12 year old that is consta

My life has been full of lies and people don't understand me because everyone thinks im 'retarded' and 'useless.' I'm a sensative 12 year old that is constantly going through the worst s#it from my family, friends, and people in school. Even my mom and dad render me useless because im the only in my family and the middle child. I get bullied all the time from my sisters, which leads to me getting in trouble by my parents for things i never start. My sisters will just annoy me and then start hurting me, but when i do what my parents told me to do (defend myself) my parents get me in trouble! I basically have no friends that care about me. There are three options i'm thinking of right now: running away to an orphanage (i know there is one thats is pretty far, but i have my phone to help and items that i've used on camping trips my dad forced me to go to. The other things i can do are call child safety or something like that, or committing suicide. I really need help. If you can tell me what i need to do, it would probably make my life better. Thank you all and have a great day/night. :)

or:My life has been full of lies and people don't understand me because everyone thinks im 'retarded' and 'useless.' I'm a sensative 12 year old that is constantly going through the worst s#it from my family, friends, and people in school. Even my mom and dad render me useless because im the only in my family and the middle child. I get bullied all the time from my sisters, which leads to me getting in trouble by my parents for things i never start. My sisters will just annoy me and then start hurting me, but when i do what my parents told me to do (defend myself) my parents get me in trouble! I basically have no friends that care about me. There are three options i'm thinking of right now: running away to an orphanage (i know there is one thats is pretty far, but i have my phone to help and items that i've used on camping trips my dad forced me to go to. The other things i can do are call child safety or something like that, or committing suicide. I really need help. If you can tell me what i need to do, it would probably make my life better. Thank you all and have a great day/night. :)

or:You are not useless. I'm sorry you're having trouble at home. Suicide is definitely not the answer. You are loved, created by God, even if you don't feel like your family cares remember that God loves you. He made you the way you are for a purpose. You are so young. You have a lot of reasons to live. Parents are not perfect. We make mistakes often. Siblings may be wrong but that does not mean you are useless. Try to forgive people when they hurt you. Love them anyway. In life you will experience some problems but don't give up because things will change in time, you can learn from it if you try. Hang in there & pray about your life. God will always be with you if you believe in him. Seek him first and everything else will work out for your good. Remember that you are loved, don't listen to anyone that tells you that you are useless or stupid because that's just not true. That's a lie. Hope this helps even a tiny little bit. Saying a prayer for you now. Please talk to someone about how you're feeling, there's got to be someone you can trust. It will help to talk with someone else about how you feel so that you can get through this.

or:dont do suicide! your the most perfect person on the earth! God created you for a reason! to enjoy your life as a human! he loves you more then anything! and you know what? my brother is a horrible person to me! and sometimes my parents! But you know what? i face them! Even though it seems impossible its not! Suicide will just make things worse! i would say get a pet! they are cuddly and adorable! They keep you company! oh and also i could be your online friend! Because amanda todd committed suicide and i wasnt able to save her! i want you to enjoy and love your life! Your amazing and im sure your friends and family may not seem like they love you! But you know what? i know they love you more then anything in the whole world! So be strong!

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