I'm almost 40, but after seeing a sign about ambidexterity, I tried out writing and drawing with my?

Im almost 40, but after seeing a sign about ambidexterity, I tried out writing and drawing with my left hand and it was a lot easier than it was many

I'm almost 40, but after seeing a sign about ambidexterity, I tried out writing and drawing with my left hand and it was a lot easier than it was many years ago and almost fluid although I never practiced. It wasn't perfect, but almost natural like and I could draw a horse and profile. I thought this would be a good thing like me adapting, but the online research scared me. I recently looked at my DNA analysis on a site and am not to use it as a diagnosis, but saw that I'm less likely to get depressed although I'm obviously depressed because of a few traumas and getting schizophrenia because of it presumably, which my DNA seems to show I was predisposed to. I'm depressed now, but functioning much better this year and got my first 4.0 in a semester after 18 years in my first round of college, although I'm slower and take longer, but am more disciplined in ways. I don't get it because most articles say it's bad. I just texted my mother asking if they switched my hands from left to right when a child. I still get clumsy during the worst times after recent trauma.... but most of the time I'm noticeably much less clumsy than in adolescence and childhood, less shy and socially anxious, and speaking comes easier instead of hours later after I'm spoken to and freeze up and it's easier to translate into words what I know I want to say. Is this bad? An indicator or something? My brain looked unremarkable.

or:I'm almost 40, but after seeing a sign about ambidexterity, I tried out writing and drawing with my left hand and it was a lot easier than it was many years ago and almost fluid although I never practiced. It wasn't perfect, but almost natural like and I could draw a horse and profile. I thought this would be a good thing like me adapting, but the online research scared me. I recently looked at my DNA analysis on a site and am not to use it as a diagnosis, but saw that I'm less likely to get depressed although I'm obviously depressed because of a few traumas and getting schizophrenia because of it presumably, which my DNA seems to show I was predisposed to. I'm depressed now, but functioning much better this year and got my first 4.0 in a semester after 18 years in my first round of college, although I'm slower and take longer, but am more disciplined in ways. I don't get it because most articles say it's bad. I just texted my mother asking if they switched my hands from left to right when a child. I still get clumsy during the worst times after recent trauma.... but most of the time I'm noticeably much less clumsy than in adolescence and childhood, less shy and socially anxious, and speaking comes easier instead of hours later after I'm spoken to and freeze up and it's easier to translate into words what I know I want to say. Is this bad? An indicator or something? My brain looked unremarkable.

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