Male model vs biomedical scientist?

I need help please.Im 18, just graduated highschool and Im stuck. Well part of me wants to become a biomedical scientist. My goal is to regrow the mis

I need help please.I'm 18, just graduated highschool and I'm stuck. Well part of me wants to become a biomedical scientist. My goal is to regrow the missing limbs of people who lost them in an accident or in a war. My parents and friends support me in this but the other part of me wants to become a male model. I have never told no one of this. Modelling has always been in the back of my head even before the biomedical stuff. I am not sure if I have the looks for it. When I get a picture taken I look horrible but in person or when I look in the mirror its so different. Before I was always really shy and depressed. It got so bad that I had to go to therapists. Well now I am not depressed and way less shy. Before girls would never look at me or smile but now girls and even women twice my age check me out. I work out dress nice u know take care of myself. I dont know what to do. Sometimes I think that I will never make it as a model but I say f u to those thoughts. I am I just wanting to be a model cause females have been noticing me or is it cause of something else so please any advice.

or:I need help please.I'm 18, just graduated highschool and I'm stuck. Well part of me wants to become a biomedical scientist. My goal is to regrow the missing limbs of people who lost them in an accident or in a war. My parents and friends support me in this but the other part of me wants to become a male model. I have never told no one of this. Modelling has always been in the back of my head even before the biomedical stuff. I am not sure if I have the looks for it. When I get a picture taken I look horrible but in person or when I look in the mirror its so different. Before I was always really shy and depressed. It got so bad that I had to go to therapists. Well now I am not depressed and way less shy. Before girls would never look at me or smile but now girls and even women twice my age check me out. I work out dress nice u know take care of myself. I dont know what to do. Sometimes I think that I will never make it as a model but I say f u to those thoughts. I am I just wanting to be a model cause females have been noticing me or is it cause of something else so please any advice.

or:Put a picture of you on here. I'll tell you (: I model

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