My crush and I make a lot of eye contact but am I just creeping him out?

:(Sorry for the long explanation)My church had a big sports event in a rented hall. I was with my friends in the basketball court and he was with his

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(Sorry for the long explanation)

My church had a big sports event in a rented hall. I was with my friends in the basketball court and he was with his in the big field next to the court. Sometimes I'd casually glance at him. He'd look in my direction and we'd make eye contactbut I'd just pretend to look around the court. This happened A LOT.

Later on, my friends and I went indoors to watch the basketball match. Him and his friends were already there. They were sitting near the basketball net while we were sitting across the scoreboard. Any time the ball went to that side of the room, I could sneak a glance at him. And again, we made a lot of eye contact.

Later on after that, my friends and I became hungry so we decided to go to the cafeteria upstairs. And he was there with his friends. We sat in the corner of the cafeteria while they sat further away. I sat facing his direction. I couldn't stare at him the whole time cause his friends were there. But we still made a lot of eye contact.

But I feel like I'm misunderstanding.

During the basketball match, he was sitting beside a stroller. And I only realized now, but I think he was trying to avoid my eyes because he leaned back to hide behind the stroller. I don't know if my pessimistic mind made this up so I'm not sure if this was actually the case XP Also, his friends probably noticed me ogling him and told him? Or one of them might've thought I was looking at him instead :/

The same thing happened in the cafeteria. I looked at him, he looked at me. Someone definitely noticed. If not, then they don't give a damn about me :P

I feel as if it's impossible for him to like me. Because when I like someone, I act like a boy because I try to show off.

Although I don't like labels, most people would call me a tomboy. I was wearingbaggy pants and a short sleeved hoody, both for males so obviously I looked masculine, especially since I'm quite flat XD I was even told that from the neck down I looked like a boy XD

I'm pretty loud. I don't think guys find loud girls attractive :/

There are way more prettier girls than me. I don't think I'm pretty at all. So what chance do I have with him?

The only advantage that I have is that I'm in the same church as him.

I don't know how I'm gonna face him. I'm in a different church from my friendssince I live further away.

And I'm usually extremely shy. The only reason I was acting so confident during the sports event was because my friends were there.

So to sum it all up:
1. Does he like me?
2. Am I creeping him out?
3. How do I act around him?
4. How do I make myself different from other girls?

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or:The best thing is.. to always be yourself.. thats the only thing that matters.. you are you.. even if he doesnt like you back.. im sure someone out there who will love you, for you..

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