My fiend died six months ago with me and I have ptsd?

Me and my best friend who i loved so much went to a rave with me six month ago. We both took a lot of mdma and she overdosed. I am not the same person

Me and my best friend who i loved so much went to a rave with me six month ago. We both took a lot of mdma and she overdosed. I am not the same person now. I am constantly sad. I hate what i look like am failing cant focus. I am constantly on the verge of panicking and i am obsessed with my weight. Everyone tells me im skinny and i see it but i cant eat. I just freak out even more. I think i have ptsd because i will have panic attacks and i had one the other day when i went to a concert. I cant do anything because i feel like shit.

or:Me and my best friend who i loved so much went to a rave with me six month ago. We both took a lot of mdma and she overdosed. I am not the same person now. I am constantly sad. I hate what i look like am failing cant focus. I am constantly on the verge of panicking and i am obsessed with my weight. Everyone tells me im skinny and i see it but i cant eat. I just freak out even more. I think i have ptsd because i will have panic attacks and i had one the other day when i went to a concert. I cant do anything because i feel like shit.

or:you know I wouldn't do any more mdma because messing with that got her where she is so here is what I would do I would swear on your independence on this drug in the friends name in her honor that you stay clean from this and do it with her honor

or:I\u2019d say please go seek help. Go talk to a therapist. They can really help you with your grief.

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