My friend died a while ago, why did it take me so long to actually cry?

Why did it take so long though? She was one of my very first friends, I knew her practically my whole life, and now shes dead. We were really close. S

Why did it take so long though? She was one of my very first friends, I knew her practically my whole life, and now she's dead. We were really close. She was one year older than I am, and I'm not even in high school yet. She died in a car crash last summer, back in August, and I didn't cry. I didn't cry until now, when something reminded me of her and I just burst into tears. I thought I'd feel better if I cried, but I just feel sadder. Why did it take so long? Why hasn't it made me feel better? Hasn't it been proved that crying makes you feel better about something? I miss her.

or:Why did it take so long though? She was one of my very first friends, I knew her practically my whole life, and now she's dead. We were really close. She was one year older than I am, and I'm not even in high school yet. She died in a car crash last summer, back in August, and I didn't cry. I didn't cry until now, when something reminded me of her and I just burst into tears. I thought I'd feel better if I cried, but I just feel sadder. Why did it take so long? Why hasn't it made me feel better? Hasn't it been proved that crying makes you feel better about something? I miss her.

or:Due to shock of emotion, your crying was later delayed

or:I know this is kinda late but sometimes losing a loved one can take a while to sink in. For some people, thinking about happy memories make them feel better. Sometimes crying makes them feel better. Sometimes talking to people about it make you feel better. For me, I pretend I\u2019m writing to them. I know a cat isn\u2019t as sad as a human but it works, I wrote something like thisDear Magpie (that was my cats name)It has been a year since you left me and still love you very much. How is it up there in heaven? I hope you still think about me and know that I will always be there for you. Whenever I think of you I think of how cute you were as a baby. Ohjquqhdcsniojindoadcsigvodvsa oafsvoavfvdigoadvfiogvdafvoivdagiovafdgavofdVefipubijpgsdbbgfsihbgnifpjenipsfbjgpijbgfsbpijfgnsnipjfgbspsfnijgfsnkpnpjkbfgsbmfgjo (I\u2019m not bothered to write the whole note)So I hope this helps.Remember, there is always light at the end of the tunnel.Sorry for the long post I get very moved by stuff like this

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