Please don't judge by what I'm going to ask and say. I just need to know :( I was 13 when I first?

... met my FIRST boyfriend, (now ex) he was older than and I fell extremely in love with him and did anything. We were together for almost 3 years .

... met my FIRST boyfriend, (now ex) he was older than and I fell extremely in love with him and did anything. We were together for almost 3 years . I am now 17 and he's 22. He was so abusive but in a way I liked it, I don't know how but him being like that made me get closer to him and it's crazy. In the beginning it was all nice and sweet until he made me stop going to school. Basically I stopped going to school at 8th grade . Man I swear , I was so smart , my teachers were planning on moving me to advance classes. But every since I got with him , I stopped school and honestly I was in love with school :/. Now that I'm 17 and single . In case you were wondering , he cheated on me for 1 year straight and I even seen him in bed with another girl and he would flirt with his ex . :(AND my sprung ass was still there with him :( anyways , the point is , my English is bad and lately I've been trying to contact my old friends from middle school and WOW ,their English grammar is really good , and I feel dumb because when they hear me speak they always ask me "do you go to school?" And makes me feel bad. I used to be the best reader in all my classes and now I can't even read the cereal box without studdering and I can't really spell :(. I really want to go back to school but I can't because I'm on the run. I was in a placement for kids with problems and I felt like I didn't belong there , I just went through a depression real hard. And I ran away from there , so if I try to enrolled back in school I can't because once they put in my info,they'll right away call the cops and take me away :( . Can someone help me and tell me how can I learn right English grammar or anything ? Please

or:... met my FIRST boyfriend, (now ex) he was older than and I fell extremely in love with him and did anything. We were together for almost 3 years . I am now 17 and he's 22. He was so abusive but in a way I liked it, I don't know how but him being like that made me get closer to him and it's crazy. In the beginning it was all nice and sweet until he made me stop going to school. Basically I stopped going to school at 8th grade . Man I swear , I was so smart , my teachers were planning on moving me to advance classes. But every since I got with him , I stopped school and honestly I was in love with school :/. Now that I'm 17 and single . In case you were wondering , he cheated on me for 1 year straight and I even seen him in bed with another girl and he would flirt with his ex . :(AND my sprung ass was still there with him :( anyways , the point is , my English is bad and lately I've been trying to contact my old friends from middle school and WOW ,their English grammar is really good , and I feel dumb because when they hear me speak they always ask me \"do you go to school?\" And makes me feel bad. I used to be the best reader in all my classes and now I can't even read the cereal box without studdering and I can't really spell :(. I really want to go back to school but I can't because I'm on the run. I was in a placement for kids with problems and I felt like I didn't belong there , I just went through a depression real hard. And I ran away from there , so if I try to enrolled back in school I can't because once they put in my info,they'll right away call the cops and take me away :( . Can someone help me and tell me how can I learn right English grammar or anything ? Please

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