Schools - Okay, so I'm 14 and I'm having problems at school. I have friends at my school but not a?
... lot. Whenever I walk down the halls I can hear people whisper to their friends saying mean stuff about me. People call me creepy because of the c
... lot. Whenever I walk down the halls I can hear people whisper to their friends saying mean stuff about me. People call me creepy because of the clothes I wear. They call me things like, goth girl or emo. They don't even call me by my name, they just say emo girl. (I'm not emo) Some of the kids at school say they're scared of me, and they don't like being around me. They also think I'm mean which is kind of true.
A year ago, one of my friends told me that people are saying stuff about me, like saying I had HIV and STD. I asked her who said it, but she said no, because it's just gonna cause mess. I'm like, 'then what are you telling me for? Now I wanna know.' I started to not care what people say about me , but then they would give away all of my business to people I didn't know. They'd talk about my personal life, and how I used to self-harm. I was really depressed back then and tried to commit suicide several times. I went to talk to my school counsler, but it didn't seem to work. I wasn't the only one who was depressed. I had a few friends who would be there for me,because they know how it feels.(I'm not gonna tell you the stuff that are too personal) My one friend tried to kill herself last year by slicing her wrist almost cutting her vein. I cried, and what made me cry harder is when her mom didn't care.
Anyway, I've been bullied at school. I was jumped by 5 kids and everyone was just standing there not doing anything. They were kicking me in the stomach and head. I left the school campus walking in the middle of the street. I almost got hit by a car when I girl pulled me out the street. No teachers were around but one. I was so confused, because he wasn't doing anything.
My mom found out I had cuts on my arms and she yelled at me then cried. I promised not to cut anymore, but I broke it. I started cutting again, but this time my mom didn't find out.
Most of the kids at my school stopped bullying me and apologized.
Except for one girl when she told me to go die. I was really upset, but at the same time I didn't care anymore, because now I'm used to people saying these kind of stuff to me.
Only one time where I cried is when this boy yelled at me saying "no one likes you. I sure no one would care if you were dead." His friends were just listening not saying a word. I didn't cry because I don't like crying in front of people, but when they were gone, I went to the restroom and cried, but shrugged it off. Even though all the people don't talk about me, there are a few that still say stuff. I don't know what I've ever done to them and why these people bully me. They don't just say things to me with hurtful words, they also hurt me physically. I try to fight back, but most of them are boys and they're stronger than me.
My looks:
People called my ugly, saying that I'll never get a boyfriend. I don't like my appearence that much and I try to change it. My friends say I'm pretty, but I don't believe them because I know I'm ugly. People also called my anorexic.
You might think this is nothing, and I'm too weak, but more and more stuff has happened to me, but I can't say.
Sorry if it's kind of boring
or:... lot. Whenever I walk down the halls I can hear people whisper to their friends saying mean stuff about me. People call me creepy because of the clothes I wear. They call me things like, goth girl or emo. They don't even call me by my name, they just say emo girl. (I'm not emo) Some of the kids at school say they're scared of me, and they don't like being around me. They also think I'm mean which is kind of true.A year ago, one of my friends told me that people are saying stuff about me, like saying I had HIV and STD. I asked her who said it, but she said no, because it's just gonna cause mess. I'm like, 'then what are you telling me for? Now I wanna know.' I started to not care what people say about me , but then they would give away all of my business to people I didn't know. They'd talk about my personal life, and how I used to self-harm. I was really depressed back then and tried to commit suicide several times. I went to talk to my school counsler, but it didn't seem to work. I wasn't the only one who was depressed. I had a few friends who would be there for me,because they know how it feels.(I'm not gonna tell you the stuff that are too personal) My one friend tried to kill herself last year by slicing her wrist almost cutting her vein. I cried, and what made me cry harder is when her mom didn't care. Anyway, I've been bullied at school. I was jumped by 5 kids and everyone was just standing there not doing anything. They were kicking me in the stomach and head. I left the school campus walking in the middle of the street. I almost got hit by a car when I girl pulled me out the street. No teachers were around but one. I was so confused, because he wasn't doing anything.My mom found out I had cuts on my arms and she yelled at me then cried. I promised not to cut anymore, but I broke it. I started cutting again, but this time my mom didn't find out.Most of the kids at my school stopped bullying me and apologized. Except for one girl when she told me to go die. I was really upset, but at the same time I didn't care anymore, because now I'm used to people saying these kind of stuff to me. Only one time where I cried is when this boy yelled at me saying \"no one likes you. I sure no one would care if you were dead.\" His friends were just listening not saying a word. I didn't cry because I don't like crying in front of people, but when they were gone, I went to the restroom and cried, but shrugged it off. Even though all the people don't talk about me, there are a few that still say stuff. I don't know what I've ever done to them and why these people bully me. They don't just say things to me with hurtful words, they also hurt me physically. I try to fight back, but most of them are boys and they're stronger than me.My looks:People called my ugly, saying that I'll never get a boyfriend. I don't like my appearence that much and I try to change it. My friends say I'm pretty, but I don't believe them because I know I'm ugly. People also called my anorexic.You might think this is nothing, and I'm too weak, but more and more stuff has happened to me, but I can't say. Sorry if it's kind of boring
or:Its simplethe purpose of your life is.....Do you know it..........if u dont than read belowFINDING YOUR SELF BY DOING WAT U LOVE TO DOpeople dont love you because you dont love your self. Start loving yourself by ding wat you love to do.n its easy to find wat you love to do.respond to every thing which excite you like, singing dancing, painting hiking, chatting find the ppl in ur area who have same interest like dancing classes, swimming classes etc.than your world gonna be changeBe fearless, Be true to yourself, follow ur excitement it doesnt matter what your excitement is
or:hey if they saying... creepy because of the clothes you wear. They call you things like, goth girl or emo. They don't even call you by your name, they just say emo girl. (I'm not emo) Some of the kids at school say they're scared of you , and they don't like being around you . They also think you are mean which is kind of true. will you should start being nice to them
or:Consider therapy. You are a psychological mess. You know it and everyone else knows it and you wonder why they dont want to be around you. You know why. Fix it get therapy and stop using it as an excuse.
