Who do I talk to?

A little while ago I was thinking about a conversation I wanted to have with someone about how I feel about them, the world and how much I hate my lif

A little while ago I was thinking about a conversation I wanted to have with someone about how I feel about them, the world and how much I hate my life.
I hand blanked out for about an hour and then I realized I was crying and shouting at a wall.
I have so much I want to say but I am too scared.
I have a big mistrust for people so I don't know who to talk
Do I talk to the person I was thinking about, a family member, or a therapist? Who?

or:A little while ago I was thinking about a conversation I wanted to have with someone about how I feel about them, the world and how much I hate my life.I hand blanked out for about an hour and then I realized I was crying and shouting at a wall. I have so much I want to say but I am too scared.I have a big mistrust for people so I don't know who to talkDo I talk to the person I was thinking about, a family member, or a therapist? Who?

or:1: get a job 2: get a phone 3: when you get your phone download ( jenna bot ) shes a girl that you can talk to for free you can ask her anything and she will answer or just tell her about you but shes alot of company!

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