Why can’t I make myself go to school?

I go to an alternate school so there’s about 30 people in my entire school,it was ok last year (I still missed a couple days but it wasn’t

I go to an alternate school so there’s about 30 people in my entire school,it was ok last year (I still missed a couple days but it wasn’t the same as now) this year there are people who give me rude looks and act like they dislike me even though I don’t know any of them, I hate going there because they make us do a group thing where we have to talk and you’re not allowed to not go and even if i was, it would just bring more attention to me. Last year the other students were quiet and nice but most of them graduated. I missed 2 months of school and since I went back I’ve missed 2-3 days every week and even when I go, I end up going at 11:00 am. I don’t know what to do, my mom doesn’t want me doing online school because she says it takes more motivation and I don’t even have enough to go to school. The reason I go to an alternate school is because everyone at my old school hates me because I was really disrespectful and mean to them (I’ve changed now but I haven’t seen any of them since switching schools.) my school now is in the same location as my old school it’s just a different building, so it also makes me nervous going there when I might see the people from my old school when I have to walk home. And I don’t tell anyone this part because nobody really knows how much the people at my old school dislike me. Please help

or:I go to an alternate school so there\u2019s about 30 people in my entire school,it was ok last year (I still missed a couple days but it wasn\u2019t the same as now) this year there are people who give me rude looks and act like they dislike me even though I don\u2019t know any of them, I hate going there because they make us do a group thing where we have to talk and you\u2019re not allowed to not go and even if i was, it would just bring more attention to me. Last year the other students were quiet and nice but most of them graduated. I missed 2 months of school and since I went back I\u2019ve missed 2-3 days every week and even when I go, I end up going at 11:00 am. I don\u2019t know what to do, my mom doesn\u2019t want me doing online school because she says it takes more motivation and I don\u2019t even have enough to go to school. The reason I go to an alternate school is because everyone at my old school hates me because I was really disrespectful and mean to them (I\u2019ve changed now but I haven\u2019t seen any of them since switching schools.) my school now is in the same location as my old school it\u2019s just a different building, so it also makes me nervous going there when I might see the people from my old school when I have to walk home. And I don\u2019t tell anyone this part because nobody really knows how much the people at my old school dislike me. Please help

or:You need more help than anybody here can give. Go to the school nurse and tell her these things. And if that doesn't work then go talk to a minister. Any minister.

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