Why do I feel the need to put others down?I actually enjoy it,which makes it even more sick?

I was diagnosed with a mental disorder which pretty much deprives me of enjoying life and to do the things Ive always wanted to do.I always thought I

I was diagnosed with a mental disorder which pretty much deprives me of enjoying life and to do the things I've always wanted to do.I always thought I'd be successful and happy but I'm not.So everytime I see such people I get filled with rage and jealousy because i feel like I've been cheated out of having some sort of normality.I don't want to continue doing this,how do I accept my illness and stop belittling others hard work and achievements so I can feel good about myself ?.P.S-I've been to therapy but its not working out.

or:I was diagnosed with a mental disorder which pretty much deprives me of enjoying life and to do the things I've always wanted to do.I always thought I'd be successful and happy but I'm not.So everytime I see such people I get filled with rage and jealousy because i feel like I've been cheated out of having some sort of normality.I don't want to continue doing this,how do I accept my illness and stop belittling others hard work and achievements so I can feel good about myself ?.P.S-I've been to therapy but its not working out.


or:mmm... hard question m8, You could still enjoy it but not really bring ppl down, internet allows allot of stuff, one of that is trolling, it sounds stupid but its fun to do, it gives a good feeling and you aint really hurting other ppl Still your problem wont be solved yet, Maby try to make a list with what you can and what others cant, try to be better in one or another way so you dont need to be jealousanyway good luck with it m8

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