YG Audition?
My head is pounding with stress. In all 14, going on 15 years, of my life, have I ever felt so alone, afraid, and ashamed. All my life I had knew that
My head is pounding with stress. In all 14, going on 15 years, of my life, have I ever felt so alone, afraid, and ashamed. All my life I had knew that I wanted to become a kpop idol, and just hearing that, some of you might laugh. But it's true. No matter what people say about us Asians, or our music, I found that behind close doors, I could let go of trying to fit in, and actually do and listen to what I want.
My cousin, who is suppose to audition online with me, has the same dream, but it seems that she would rather continue her life as a fan girl than becoming the girl who has fans. As much as I wanted to carry on my journey without her, I can't. I want to audition with her, just so I can say I wasn't alone. I'm a big girl and can handle training without my family. I just need someone to hold my hand while attempting to become a trainee.
My parents are those traditional ones that fought to get to America, and because of that, they believe that education should be our number one priority.
For the last couple of months I've felt my heart beat faster than it ever has, as I trained hard. I've choreographed about a thousand songs now, and disposed all of them. I've strained my voice so much that it became normal for my throat to burn. My feet are blistered, and my arms ache but because of my dream, I continue on, without my parents knowing. But today, as I filled out the application sheet, I realized that they ask for parental approval, and my heart completely dropped. I had wanted to drop the news only after I was sure that I was accepted. Does YGE really need parental approval? Should I send in my audition clips, and wait to see if they respond and ask for parental approval? Do I talk with my parents? I need help!
or:My head is pounding with stress. In all 14, going on 15 years, of my life, have I ever felt so alone, afraid, and ashamed. All my life I had knew that I wanted to become a kpop idol, and just hearing that, some of you might laugh. But it's true. No matter what people say about us Asians, or our music, I found that behind close doors, I could let go of trying to fit in, and actually do and listen to what I want. My cousin, who is suppose to audition online with me, has the same dream, but it seems that she would rather continue her life as a fan girl than becoming the girl who has fans. As much as I wanted to carry on my journey without her, I can't. I want to audition with her, just so I can say I wasn't alone. I'm a big girl and can handle training without my family. I just need someone to hold my hand while attempting to become a trainee. My parents are those traditional ones that fought to get to America, and because of that, they believe that education should be our number one priority. For the last couple of months I've felt my heart beat faster than it ever has, as I trained hard. I've choreographed about a thousand songs now, and disposed all of them. I've strained my voice so much that it became normal for my throat to burn. My feet are blistered, and my arms ache but because of my dream, I continue on, without my parents knowing. But today, as I filled out the application sheet, I realized that they ask for parental approval, and my heart completely dropped. I had wanted to drop the news only after I was sure that I was accepted. Does YGE really need parental approval? Should I send in my audition clips, and wait to see if they respond and ask for parental approval? Do I talk with my parents? I need help!
or:Hi! Don't worry just audition! I'm in a somewhat situation...kind of... but yeah I thought that I needed a parent's signature but in fact I didn't. If you're over 13 years old then you wouldn't need it for the audition application.Just audition if this is your dream, if you don't even try once you'll regret this! And also maybe it's time to let go of that hand and complete things by yourself. I was like that too, except I wanted my best friend to audition with me but here I am, doing it alone. Barely anyone knows about my dream and I'm going to try auditioning online again until I pass the first round. Don't give up! You sound really determined and hard-working. Fighting!!!
or:Hi! This is a very complicated situation... I think you should keep on keeping on, and focus on your goal. Parents should be able to support your goal, your dreams. If they don't understand at first, you shouldn't just give up. They might understand that this is your dream, your goal, that you've been working towards it for so, so long... And if you do become a Kpop star, I'll be your number one fan. :)
